Shei ami

Bhalolage…
Shwapno dekhte
Eka-eka thakte..
Elomelo haat’te.
Sararaat aakash’er dike takie boshe thakte, raat’er aakash’ta ki sundor.. tai na? shei purnima’r gol chand aar aakash-bhora tara..

Neel jol’o-rekha dhore haat’te, aar onek dur’e pouchhe jete. Majhe-majhe jhinuk kurono aar gungun kora. Aar sathe samudrer gorjon
R dure.. jekhane jol’ta aakash’er sathe mishe gechhe, shekhane chotto ekta nouko dekhte pelam. R furfure hawa’e gae shiharon uthlo, orna’ta urte laglo..Ei sobkichhui khub bhalolage, jodi take sotti keu mon theke bhalolagate shekhe… ei ekakittotake bhalobaste shekhe… taholei dekhbe eka thaka somoygulo aro sundor hoe uthbe.

You can conquer the loneliness on your own if you know how to be lost in your dreams…

Majhe-majhe boddo eka lage amar. Tokhon ektu koshto kore amar chotto prithibitake tene-hichre besh khanikta boro kore nie pahar’er churoe ba samudrer nil digante mishe jai. Bas taholei hoe gelo. Ekguchha bhabna mathay kilbil kore. Kokhono samudra-tir’er baali diye khali-pa’e ektu-ektu paa bhijie-bhijie hete jai, abar kokhono ba gae shiharon tule khara pahar beye uthe jai. Bhoy hoe… Jodi ekhuni pore jai? Ki kelenkari !
Abar kokhono hoeto galper boi porte-porte, kingba gaan sunte-sunte tar bhetorei dhuke jai.
Kokhono ba pechhone-phele-asha dingulo’r kotha bhabi. … sometimes I cherish those memories, sometimes I regret those days.
Abar kokhono ba shudhui eka-eka lage. Aar kichhui bhabte pari naa. Mone hoe prithibita aar amar nei. Keu jeno amar astittyotai chaena.
… dhur!, amar bhari boei gelo tate. Chaena toh chaena. Kintu tai bole amar bacha’r ichheta keno morey jabe? Arrey ei prithibita toh amaro. Ei prithibi’r hoe jonmechhi jokhon, tokhon er shob roshtuku nie tobei ami jabo. Nochet noe.
I was in a trance… thinking about all these weird stuff. Kono karon chharai hothat sheta bhenge gelo. Uff!, ami je ki nah… jatto shob udbhat bacha-mora’r chinta. Nijekei nije bole uthi. Hoeto sosobdei… Nijer ei nistobdho dunia’tar kotha bhabi. Aar jatoi bhabi tatoi obak hoi. Aami… je kina masti-baaj, hoi-hullor korte bhalobashi, speed’e amar ritimato addiction ache; shey ki nah ekhon boshe-boshe eishob bhabchhe? Ke jane… nijer ajantei jeno nijer moddhye du’to astittyo khunje pai. Konta je ashol ami..? .. kei baa aaj tar khonj rakhe..? Ei “ashol ami’r” uttor’ta je ami baar-baar kothay harie pheli?... hoeto khunje peyeo painaa…..